Craig, Becca, and me

Well, Becca is like my second best friend. She recently started going out with Craig. They have been going out for about a 6 weeks now. Before they started going out, Craig liked me. He flirted with me like all the time. I did like him too (no one knew), but I never got a chance to tell him, because I was waiting for the right time to tell him how I felt but by that time came, she started going out with him. During the relationship, he still liked me and he still flirted with me. He would even flirt with me in Becca’s face. He has even kissed me twice during their relationship, but not in her face though. I really like him back but liking him makes me a bad friend, right? Some people have told me no, because I can’t help how I feel about someone. One day I asked for him phone number and I gave him mine in Becca’s face. Yes, I felt really bad about it. At that time my feelings got ahead of myself and I was only thinking about getting what I wanted. I completely forgot about Becca and my friendship with her. All I was thinking about was Craig and how badly I wanted him.

 

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Bio on guys in my life

Well before I start actually blogging about my personal life and stuff I’m going to put a little bit about the main people I’ll be discussing. Most of my blogs, probably all, will be about my close friends and the recent guys in my life. First off just to let you know I am only 14 and thats one of the main problems I have. I worry about guys a lot and I know I shouldn’t because I’m so young. I get kind of depressed about guys sometimes. But any ways I’m not going to tell any actual names so I will make little codenames or whatever.

Sally-My closest female friend. My BFF.

Becca-My next closest female friend.

Craig-Becca’s boyfriend, but also the guy that I completely adore. He cheats on Becca with me.

Brian-My guy friend that I have a small crush on, but he is Sally’s Ex. So no one knows I like him.

George-I think he is totally hot. I guess you could say I have a crush on him too. But he has a girlfriend.

Jeff-My Ex. I still have a few feelings for him, but no one knows. We have been over for about 2 years now.

 

So yea, those are some of the main people in my life. From some of the descriptions about how I feel about some of those people, you probaly already see a few screwed up things, so just hang in there and soon I will really start telling more about my personal experiences and feelings about each one of them.

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